OCTOBER SUICIDE

OCTOBER SUICIDE

SHE WATCHED THE TAIL OF AUTUMN UNROBE THE TREES,
SHE WITNESSED ONE SINGLE LEAF FALLING AND THOUGHT IT WAS HER LIFE.
SHE SAW WHOLE BRANCHES BEING BARED AND THOUGHT THEY WERE VERY BRAVE.

SHE LOOKED UPON ONE NAKED TREE, AND ONE DARK ROW OF TREES, AND ROWS AND ROWS OF SKELETON TREES, AND LIFTED HER EYES INTO NOTHINGNESS, A BLUE WHITE EXPANSE.
SHE CRIED OUT TO SOME KIND OF GOD, WHO HAD NO EARS OR HEART AND ANSWERED NOT.

SHE SUNK TO THE DEPTH WITH EVERY FALLING LEAF. SHE DID NOT FEEL THE WIND, WHICH WHISPERED, BUT TOO SOFTLY TO BE HEARD ABOVE HER MOURNING.
THE SMELL OF THE AUTUMN'S END CAUGHT HER UP AND SPOKE TO HER IN SILENCE, OF THE DYING LEAVES.
GRIEVING, SHE WAS NOT WISHING TO BE ALONE, SHE PULLED A GUN OUT AND BLEW HER BRAINS OUT, AND BEGGED THE DEAF GOD TO BRING HER HOME.

PLD